I Hate Talking To People About This Lyrics

I'm looking for some peace offering

Anything that will make this feel right

Cause I don't wanna drive past dawn

I still haven't moved on

On past since you left me in my car

I promised we would go far

But it turns out I was wrong

And now I'm driving with the headlights off

And I know you probably feel attacked

Well I've been sinking and following you back

Back I haven't quite gotten back

To the way, I was before I met you

And I hate that I can't get through

This heartache I'm locked in

Why do I always feel anxious

And I hate that I can't fix this

What to do when it all seems pointless

And I feel like I'm flatlining

Trying to speak to all the others around me

And I know that they're reaching

But I'm pushing back

Oh God I'm pushing back

I'm pushing so far back

And I'm scared I'm not coming back

Why do I always feel anxious

And I hate that I can't fix this

What to do when it all seems pointless

Cause in my head it starts to make sense

And all of this will suddenly click

That I can't stop myself from feeling like shit

And there is nothing that I can do to fix it

So I'll just start ravaging through my mind

Looking for answers and I'll realize

That there is nothing to find

That I need to stop thinking about how to die

I'll hold my breath and count to ten

And hope I can see clearly again

Oh god let me see again

Why do I always feel anxious

And I hate that I can't fix this

What to do when it all feels pointless

So I'll guess I'll just helplessly

Drive around town

Just drive around town