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So I'm just a hopeless romantic

I can't believe my fucking antics

Always looking for some kind of option

To fix a situation I got in

Which is maybe why this has been hard

Knowing no matter how fast I drive my car

I'm just a couple of hours short

I had texted you only an hour before

Well shit

I guess I shouldn't keep on like this

Talking to you in this trip

But I can't keep wondering if

If you're pulling an Andy Kaufman

Well damn

I guess I'm delusional again

It's like it comes in shifts

Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit

Well damn

I guess I'm not sleeping tonight

When I close my eyes

Still feels like you're alive

I'm sorry but I haven't been eating

Just sort of moving from plate to plate nibbling

Just getting enough to survive

Just long enough to distract my mind

Because the minute I get a chance to think

I get sad about the smallest things

I've been running out of air in my lungs

Because I've been holding my breath to wake up

Well shit

Maybe I'm losing my mind

I'll wake up from a coma and this will be fine

But I guess for right now I'll drive around at five

Because if I park I think I'll burst

Well damn

I guess I'm delusional again

It's like it comes in shifts

Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit

Well damn

I guess I'm not sleeping tonight

When I close my eyes

Still feels like you're alive