treading water (demo) Lyrics

I'm treading water I swear

That if I drown I don't care

I'm out of love I won't share

They call my name I won't hear

My heart is falling off

I can't seem to talk at all

Fuck change I put it off

Sit waiting for your call

I'm treading water I swear

That if I drown I don't care

I'm out of love I won't share

They call my name I won't hear

My heart is falling off

I can't seem to talk at all

Fuck change I put it off

Sit waiting for your call

And I'm sitting I'm writing this letter to you

It's too late I couldn't do better for you

No "what if's" or if I had mattered to you

No matter what, they ain't comparing to you

Try to right my wrongs, if I can't

Put my words in this song, oh

Will you hear at all? Aye

Keep going, keep it strong if I ain't

I don't know where I'm going but I'll keep it unknown, aye

"How you doing, how you been, are you well?"

I don't like to talk but if you call then I'ma tell

"I been fine, oh you too, yeah that's swell"

Fuck a small talk, just tell me why I fell for you

You're better without me, I know

No lesser, you I'll keep, I know

Deserve better, you don't need me, I know

I'll never move on from you, I know

I'm treading water I swear

That if I drown I don't care

I'm out of love I won't share

They call my name I won't hear

My heart is falling off

I can't seem to talk at all

Fuck change I put it off

Sit waiting for your call