it's the last one, i promise Lyrics

I keep trying to be better but without any luck

I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck

I want to do the right thing for once you know

But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go

You say you want to help me, you wanna save me

But what about me do you think you can't see?

I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in

The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin

So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore

I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord

I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice

All in the name, in the name of the Christ

My time has come and I'm awaiting the sign

I'm alone trying to convince me I'm fine

I chose this for me to protect me from you

I keep hoping I'm going to wake up brand new

No matter what the devil stays inside

Even when I beg him to commit suicide

He shakes the dice and tries for a six

Mother fucker got me out here turning tricks

My eyes are closing and I'm seeing red

I know what you told me, I know what you said

But they're all lies and I'm used to the liar

I know you're standing too close to the fire

But I've begged you to take one step back

I can't breathe in the fucking panic attack

I can't breathe out but I know you don't care

I know I'm gone in the infinite stare

The lows are low in my depression

But when I'm manic you're my obsession

Is not easy to be right in the unethical position

Buy I've started and I'm fulfilling the mission

Oh fuck I should've stopped but I've got these two

I'll always go beyond the limits just to impress you

I keep trying to be better but without any luck

I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck

I want to do the right thing for once you know

But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go

You say you want to help me, you wanna save me

But what about me do you think you can't see?

I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in

The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin

So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore

I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord

I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice

All in the name, in the name of the Christ

I keep trying to be better but without any luck

I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck

I want to do the right thing for once you know

But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go

You say you want to help me, you wanna save me

But what about me do you think you can't see?

I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in

The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin

So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore

I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord

I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice

All in the name, in the name of the Christ

I keep trying to be better but without any luck

I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck

I want to do the right thing for once you know

But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go

You say you want to help me, you wanna save me

But what about me do you think you can't see?

I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in

The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin

So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore

I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord

I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice

All in the name, in the name of the Christ