disposal Lyrics

I've been instructed to stop but I've got this left

I don't really think that you've given your best

The vision is coming in loud and clear

I tried to help you and tell you my dear

I'm fucking deaf and I can't fucking hear

I'm going blind in darkness my biggest fear

I don't feel alive without the festering pit

Anxiety driven knot grips take the hit

The cough is bad and it's getting worse

No I can't stop, trying to out run the curse

I'm on my knees and praying to the master

Can you help me from the disaster?

I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb

I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn

I'm on my knees and praying to the master

Can you help me from the disaster?

I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb

I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn

There's someone inside and trying to hide

I thought I could tell you and try and confide

But now I can see it you're not on my side

The man I was is the man that died

Now I'm stuck with this monster inside

And all he talks about is fucking genocide

So you can try again and try and be a liar

The monster reminds me of the heat and the fire

If you really think it you can be my desire

So one more time and don't be the liar

I'm tired of photos and the dusty old thought

I can't even remember what fight was fought

I just know that someone lied

My heart fucking stopped and I know I died

I couldn't stop talking and I know I was mad

And then you made fun of me for being sad

Not in that moment but my whole fucking life

I told you all of it but I didn't know the price

That's why I wear all these masks

I won't forget again all of my tasks

I'm on my knees and praying to the master

Can you help me from the disaster?

I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb

I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn

I'm on my knees and praying to the master

Can you help me from the disaster?

I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb

I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn

I'm on my knees and praying to the master

Can you help me from the disaster?

I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb

I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn

I'm on my knees and praying to the master

Can you help me from the disaster?

I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb

I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn