Beef With Myself Lyrics

You ever look at a situation and think, the only reason I'm here is because of me

It's like my whole life, my greatest enemy was within

Like I am my own worst enemy

I beef with myself since the days I was young

Way before I flipped raps from the tip of my tongue

Constantly at a state of war with my thoughts

Eventually took it to the foot of the cross

Thought it was gone but I was wrong on that level

Mind frame still insane with these thoughts from the devil

It needed to quit though so I got in the Word

But my focus and retention were constantly blurred

Is Christian livin absurd or am I stuck in my sin

Cuz after all them prayers I'm back at it again

Let me start from the end twin, I tussle with tracks

My flesh was my idol while I'm hustlin raps

I would swap all my snaps just for a peace of mind

But you got to get humble before you seek the divine

The battlefield is the mind, Lord purge my pain

That's why we got to seek Christ, every day

I beef with myself, beef with myelf

I beef with myself, I been beefin with myself

I beef with myself, beef with myelf

I beef with myself, I been beefin with myself

I'm still tryin to ride on this enemy of mine

But then I came to find the enemy's in the mind

If I got back on the grind then I'm back into sin

But the Lord saved us all so I praise with my pen

Whatever mess that I'm in I probably caused with my hands

But the Lord takes mistakes and makes them to bigger plans

Should I repent in advance cuz I feel like I'm slippin

Or realize that my eyes still got me trippin

I need a mental revision so I pray to the Lord

Even though I feel my flesh is still up to no good

Homie it's war, so I bang on my brain

My soul and my spirit started beefin again

It's a season for rain and tribulations abound

But I thank the Father that He put me back on solid ground

Don't know where I been now, bro I can't see

Turns out this whole time I been beefin with me

I beef with myself, beef with myelf

I beef with myself, I been beefin with myself

I beef with myself, beef with myelf

I beef with myself, I been beefin with myself

Ya can't murk your mark when you want to walk with God

But the drama gets deeper with the devil on his job

Endure until the end my friend cuz living done been hard

Remember every single sin done started with a thought

A Christian walk is hard but the Lord is still with you

The same spirit that rose Him out the grave is in you

See, everything you been through gonna be making you strong

When other tribulations come to build your faith in God

Our flesh is still at war with the spirit that's inside

Cuz the devil wants to murder all who abide in Christ

Dog, it's time to ride, I hope that you can listen

Cuz long is the road that we walk to redemption

Homie pay attention, just get under the blood

It's nothing that we've done but about the love of God

Give my soul unto the Lord, let my body pass away

No wonder why my soul and body beefing today

I beef with myself, beef with myelf

I beef with myself, I been beefin with myself

I beef with myself, beef with myelf

I beef with myself, I been beefin with myself

See, if we live according to our flesh, we die

But if we live by the spirit and kill our flesh and our desires we live

Only those led by the spirit of God are His children

That's why I give my soul to the Lord

But sometimes, I still beef with myself