Did It Matter? Lyrics

I had a dream from out the blue you called me

Said you were sorry that you had wronged Me

Woke up to reality checked the call log

Returning back to misery my state for too long

Had you in my hands but you slipped right out

Curve to your demands tore my morals down

Looking in the mirror not recognizing who

As I'm getting clearer think I'm seeing you

Blink it's gone but I'm holding on

Already been a week but feeling twice as long

The bottom of the sea often where I be

Pull is way to strong and I'm always weak

Shackled to desire my mind is like a prison

Battles have transpired evil always risen

Shadows and demons making quite a team

Hallows stopped beaming God lost his scheme

So tell me did it matter

Did you even feel a thing

Got what you were after

Tried me on just like a ring

Had me wrapped around your finger

Tell me do I linger

In the corners of your mind

Cause you ain't ever leftmine

Seasons have passed but I'm still being haunted

My role recast wasn't what you wanted

You got a new boyfriend I'm happy for you though

Getting close to my end running out of rope

Off the edge I'm dangling hanging on the bottle

Sip by sip I'm Draining it racing to the bottom

You hardly even care I can hear you laughing

I looked but you not there scenarios imagined

Can't believe you turned on me saw you as a princess

Past is always burning me regret spreading like incense

Filling up the room only thing I breathe in

Impending sense of doom oddly is so freeing

So freeing  it's so freeing

So tell me did it matter

Did you even feel a thing

Got what you were after

Tried me on just like a ring

Had me wrapped around your finger

Tell me do I linger

In the corners of your mind

Cause you ain't ever left mine