Hang Up ft. playalemaya Lyrics

I don't really want to keep going

Struggling to keep my eyes open

Fighting just to live another moment

What's the point

I don't really want to keep going

Never really asked for my blood to keep flowing

Talking to a god that won't answer any prayer

But they say I'll be alright they tell me just to keep holding

What do they know

They don't know who I am

They don't know what I go through

Don't know where I stand

I'm struggling to feel

Numb the pain and break the seal

I never played my cards

Give me one more deal

Is it worth it I don't know

But I want to let go

Steady trekking down this road

Now it's got a different flow

I knew it long ago

I knew it long ago

What changed

Goin through a struggle

I'm out of my mind

Do I pick up the call

Or do I hit decline

Mind is really testing me

I'm working through this shrine

Hang up the phone

Grab my bag and say goodbye

Goin through a struggle

I'm out of my mind

Do I pick up the call

Or do I hit decline

Mind is really testing me

I'm working through this shrine

Hang up the phone

Grab my bag and say goodbye

Friends are at my door clutching bottles time to go

They say hop in the whip cause the party's out control

All this free booze and there's no one on patrol

Seven cases high and 12 bottles of patron

Getting lit again hope this party never ends

Can't face another sober night I want to keep my friends

Scared to be alone scared to stay at home

But I'm out with the crowd and the feeling seems to float

When I'm numb I'm okay that's why I do it everyday

Chasing all the pain with the pills I get away

Down a handle before I blink but the thoughts start to sink

Push them to the side cuz I came here to drink

People throwing off clothes

No one's going home

Party all night

Another rager set in stone

Get another handle

They're chanting on the band

How did we turn scandals

Got three drinks in my hands

Goin through a struggle

I'm out of my mind

Do I pick up the call

Or do I hit decline

Mind is really testing me

I'm working through this shrine

Hang up the phone

Grab my bag and say goodbye

Goin through a struggle

I'm out of my mind

Do I pick up the call

Or do I hit decline

Mind is really testing me

I'm working through this shrine

Hang up the phone

Grab my bag and say goodbye