Never Really Mattered Lyrics

Each day I feel like I'm fading away

While the world just goes insane

I pretend that I'm okay

But I can't help feeling betrayed

And it never really mattered

Never really mattered

It's a fact - I feel like I'm caught in a trap

With all the baggage that I can't unpack

I try not to overreact

But it's a dull roar panic attack

It's like living in a suicide pact

When your lifeline's all gone flat

And it never really mattered

Never really mattered at all

And you ask yourself, are you really alive

As you smile in denial while you're dying inside

The creeping feeling you were left behind

While you lose your mind from the constant grind

So you try and you try

But you still wonder why

How no matter what you do

You can even get by

You internalize

Until you're paralyzed

And you realize

That it never really mattered

Never really mattered

Never really mattered at all

It never really mattered

Never really mattered at all

Another day is another year

Disaffection, disguise and fear

It all just seems so insincere

Saying all the things people want to hear

So you hide in your place

In your homemade cage

From all the little things

That you just can't face

You might get a case

Of "it's all just a phase"

But either way, it's a waste

Because it never really mattered

Never really mattered

Never really mattered at all