omniscient Lyrics

I'm back writing some sad tracks, aye

I'm here floating through the motions

My mind untold, aye

But I'm feeling down in the dirt

Because that is all I've ever known

Always feeling bent and hurt

It is always the worst

Never had anyone there for me

To bring me out the dark times

Wishing I was Omniscient

To bring me back

Out of insanity

To find solace in the chaos

Constant feeling of being alone

No one to hold me, through the tears

It is a constant struggle, to even find my voice

It never really was a choice

To deal with all of the shit I deal with on the day to day, aye

Fear of dying alone, no one loving me

I send prayers up to Heaven, never feel like they're answered

So I sit, wanting to cry

Tears never fall, face always dry

But I always seem to fall in July

Still here suffering on the day

Struggling to write the words I wanna say

Want to vent that emotion, but no one gives a damn

Grew up keeping it in and to myself, aye

I'm back writing some sad tracks, aye

I'm here floating through the motions

My mind untold, aye

But I'm feeling down in the dirt

Because that is all I've ever known

Always feeling bent and hurt

It is always the worst

Never had anyone there for me

To bring me out the dark times

Wishing I was Omniscient

To bring me back

Out of insanity

To find solace in the chaos

I lay in bed, staring at a plain ceiling

I constantly wonder, If I'm going to die alone

Scars on my chest, and neck

From something I don't want to forget

But she already has, on the sunset

Wanting to come alive at night

But it always is, such a fright

To be with my thoughts always causes such a bite

Whether to be polite or need to expedite

Or maybe I, need to depress

All these thoughts in my head

Always have to see it as progress

But it always is overhead

Darkness always is misread

I come out fine but questioning everything

In my path

Truth is, can I be saved once again