first BIG show Lyrics

Sitting backstage, nervous as hell

Wondering if I'm gonna fail

Or are they gonna cheer for me

And I can't turn around this time

'Cause this is my time to shine

So let's go fucking kill this shit

Ooh, I wanna do this for the rest of my life

playing in front of a crowd while I am stoned out of my mind

So much joy, I could cry

Out of mind, out of sight

Do they get the words I say

Or does it suck whenever I sang

I'm insecure about my voice

But I'm not turning around this time

'Cause I want this to be my life

So let's go fucking make some noise

Oh, I wanna do this for the rest of my life

Playing in front of a crowd while I am stoned out of my mind

So much joy, I could cry

Out of mind, out of sight

My insecurities get the best of me

But when I'm on that stage, it all goes away