Broke My Heart Again Lyrics

You don't wanna fuck with the kid, I see you

Eyes on the back of my head like a rearview

What have you taken, I fear you

I told her it's nothing, she told me in see through

Call the plug, bruv where do I meet you?

Yeah I know I'm a loose screw but I'm used to all the cold night and the boo hoos

You don't wanna fuck with the kid I see you

Eyes on the back of my head like a rearview

What have you taken, I fear you

I told her it's nothing, she told me I'm see through

Call the plug, bruv where do I meet you

Yeah I know I'm a loose screw but I'm used to all the cold nights and the boo hoos

If I'm in this game, you lose

Gotta earn your stripes don't hit snooze

Go and chase your dreams make big moves

Don't winge and cry like a bitch do

But to tell you the truth, I wish you'd

Miss me like I miss you, I've been bruised

And I hurt a lot so I misuse

I think about shit that I've been through, still I continue

To keep pushing and putting in work

I've been the same since birth

Stopped saying I changed, I hate being murked

You don't know my story, it ain't been heard

I drop an O off and skrt

This paranoia got me staying alert

I'd die for blood, put my family first

And I'm sick of these girls, I only want you and it burns

Lesson on lesson, I'm never gone learn

The pressures high, I've been waiting my turn

I hide depression but you see on the surface

Probably why I've been writing these verses, fuck

It's not the first time

I 'needa get out of this shit hole, have you ever been stuck?

Running your fingertips over the cuts, you've been hurting the one that you love

And it feels like there's no one around you can trust

I've barely been me in months, where they at, they ain't reached out once

My heart sinks when I think about us, the truth is I love you, I'll never give up

It just feels like I'm never enough

Over and over, gotta tell myself life's not over

Maybe I just need closure, every day one step closer

Everyday same mistakes all over

6 years and I still ain't got sober, 19, I might look a little older

Never fold that's when they tell you they told ya

Cold nights, made me even colder

I'm alright, I just wish I could hold her

Carry the weight of the world on my shoulders

Feeling like Jesus the way that I'm moving these boulders

I'm preaching, I'm the coldest, locked in, focused

Put in work and they finally notice

Playing both sides, I can see through your motives

Huh? Like how you gone say that I owe it

Just to myself to keep going and all the fake love you've been showing

I see the shade you've been throwing

A grade's what I'm blowing, barely put effort in, this a throwie

Burn the booth down like a stolie

Go 'head tell me I'm different and I'm not the old me

But they left me out in the rain

They said I changed, truth is I did and you really can't blame

Shame, that I'm doing better, look fresher than ever

Can hate all you like, I just think it's whatever

I'm smoking too much tryna keep it together

I'm just like mum 'cause I can't get words out

So I wrote you this letter, she gone change up if you let her

My friends say it's best I forget her, my friends say it's best I forget you

Done with the old me, keep all the sweaters

Baby I miss you, I thought I would have you forever

Forever and ever, forever and ever and ever

Forever and ever and ever, look

I 'needa get out of this shot hole, have you ever been stuck

Running your fingertips over the cuts, you've been hurting the one that you love

And it feels like there's no one around you can trust

I've barely been me in months, where they at, they ain't reached out once

My heart sinks when I think about us, the truth is I love I'll never give up but