I'm Waiting Lyrics

I'm waiting

Baby, I've been waiting

I still think about you and our every conversation

I'm faded, I know that you hate it

I wanna open up but I'm just to afraid to say

That you won't ever get the real me back

I'm fucked from all the seals I cracked

Numb from all these drugs, I've come to find that I don't heal like that

Tabby on my tongue, I know I'm young but you can tell I'm ageing

Once in time this shit was fun but now it's getting dangerous

Always drawn towards the pen, I never had the patience

Locked inside my head, I'm trapped, I can't get out the cages

Barricade your heart and don't let anybody take it

'Cause the day your heart gets broke, it don't stop breaking

When the ones that say they love you starting

Always said I'd make it looking in the mirror, I'm a train wreck

Your girl don't like your songs, she thinks your stupid and she hates

How could I ever even think of a replacement

You look me in my eyes, you'll see I'm vacant

Our souls are intertwined, babe can you save me

Maybe I'm a dickhead and I'm crazy

I can't even listen to some spacey

And trust me I've been thinking of you daily

Even though you probably fucking hate me, I miss you and I wish that I could change things

I'm not moving on just yet, I'm waiting

You told me time will heal, well I've been very fucking patient

I'm just tryna add some colour to my paintings

Cause all my shits depressing and I hate it

I'm always second guessing 'bout the music that I'm making

That I can't see the movement I've been making

So much weight on my shoulders, it's safe to say that I've been training

But I swear this shit gets draining

She done asked me what I'd taken

The drugs gone knock me out, I took a combination

Before I brush my teeth I get intoxicated

I'm feeling myself today but coming down I'm anxious, woah

I get high as fuck, come hop up in the spaceship

I'm headed for the stars, that's my destination

Hope I don't crash and fall apart, nah I got dedication

I'm staying in my lane, there ain't no replication

I'm waiting

Baby I've been waiting

I still think about you and our every conversation

I'm faded, I know that you hate it

I wanna open up but I'm just to afraid to say it