happy ever after? Lyrics

Remember when you said you loved me?

Tell the truth, was it real or empty?

I believed you like it was a story

With an ending where I'd end up lonely

Will I take this to the grave?

Should I bite my tongue and wait?

I'd rather die than know the answer

Is there a happy ever after?

Or will I die alone?

Facing the unknown

Still I search for love, but all I reach is just a dead end

Is this how it's supposed to be?

Searching for the key

Will I find my love, or will I just hit a dead end?

Starting all again drains my soul

I can't complain my cup's half full

It's time I give up control

Still I question and I say

Will I take this to the grave?

Should I bite my tongue and wait?

I'd rather die than know the answer

Is there a happy ever after?

Or will I die alone?

Facing the unknown

Still I search for love, but all I reach is just a dead end

Is this how it's supposed to be?

Searching for the key

Will I find my love, or will I just hit a dead end?

I know it's best to stay hopeful

Deep down I know that I'm grateful

This world is big and I'm so small

Anxiety is my default

I know my story's beginning

But I always skip to the ending

Just like the end of a chapter

Is there a happy ever after?

Or will I die alone?

Facing the unknown

Still I search for love, but all I reach is just a dead end

Is this how it's supposed to be?

Searching for the key

Will I find my love, or will I just hit a dead end?