selfish tendencies Lyrics

I used to think that I had it all

I sat at the top of my kingdom

I didn't think that it could fall

But good things in life come and go

All I did was take and not give

I "died" just to live, I'd fight you forgive but

A bleeding heart can only bleed once

And I couldn't love, what have I become?

Is this how my life will be?

Always losing everything

Reckless selfish tendencies

You can blame it all on me

In a constant state of grief

Let my ego take the lead

Reckless selfish tendencies

You can blame it all on me

I disconnect and I self-destruct

It's how I cope with my self-pride

I can't confront and I know it's fucked

Buried under all of my white lies

All I did was take and not give

I "died" just to live, I'd fight you forgive but

A bleeding heart can only bleed once

And I couldn't love, what have I become?

Is this how my life will be?

Always losing everything

Reckless selfish tendencies

You can blame it all on me

In a constant state of grief

Let my ego take the lead

Reckless selfish tendencies

You can blame it all on me

All I did was take and not give

I "died" just to live, I'd fight you forgive but

A bleeding heart can only bleed once

And I couldn't love, what have I become?

Is this how my life will be?

Always losing everything

Reckless selfish tendencies

You can blame it all on me

In a constant state of grief

Let my ego take the lead

Reckless selfish tendencies

You can blame it all on me