One Try Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2019
Lyrics
Even when I smile I'm blue inside
I ain't thinking bout no thoughts of suicide
When my negative thoughts arrive they gotta die
Am I fine
Think I'm bout to cry
Am I gonna die
Overanalyzing life, I just wanna do it right
I mean I've only got one try
I'm glad to be living being livid's better than no feelings
I'm a thief stealing for some healing
Love is the drug that I've been dealing
No one finds appealing
Got me sandwiched like McAllister
Leave me in my dome alone
Even on a rare occurrence where somebody asks
I'm afraid of tears in public putting on a mask
I'm a murder all these thoughts I don't need a flask
Cause I know they gon' come right back
Even when I smile I'm blue inside
I ain't thinking bout no thoughts of suicide
When my negative thoughts arrive they gotta die
Why am I hurting
Do I have a purpose
When I'm feeling good my negativity is lurking
I only have one life
Yeah I've only got one try
One try
One try
The visions ain't true don't let em' fool you
If you try to meet your visions they forget the rendezvous
Oh, they play these games
Looking in the mirror I know who I need to blame
Clothed in my wishes, I'm stripping
Drown in this debt, wish I'd maintain a distance
Now ain't my time
Recollect the good vibes
Cause I know I'll be fine
No mom this ain't a sign
Even when I smile I'm blue inside
I ain't thinking bout no thoughts of suicide
When my negative thoughts arrive they gotta die
Why am I hurting
Do I have a purpose
When I'm feeling good my negativity is lurking
I only have one life
Yeah I've only got one try
One try
