3am Lyrics

I ain't myself in my darkest days

In my body, a passenger

I'm a young nigga, they say I'm wise like the old

Fuck? Am I living too fast or something?

Young moose with the shovel, I'm digging my hole

What's the point of this, don't know what's the goal

Got green in my body, only thing make me go

Smoking this phantom, I feel like a ghost

It's hard to keep trying when I wanna quit

But I got the tools on my belt, so I feel equipped

Weight got too heavy, it be hard to lift

Left me on the hangar like over the cliff

Curtains open, all is revealed

Round 12, nigga tired of fighting

Like the fest in October, I'm frightened

I had a revelation, got enlightened

Drugs for the pain, it make me feel light

Just me and my mind, go through it every night

A lot of regret on me, wanna make it right

Never thought I'd be the one to do all this damage

All this trauma stacking up on a nigga, be hard to manage

I get stuck, it be hard to move

I ain't used to stand on my words

So now everything I say, I see through

I ain't myself in my darkest days

In my body, a passenger

I'm a young nigga, they say I'm wise like the old

Fuck? Am I living too fast or something?

Young moose with the shovel, I'm digging my hole

What's the point of this, don't know what's the goal

Got green in my body, only thing make me go

Smoking this phantom, I feel like a ghost

It's hard to keep trying when I wanna quit

But I got the tools on my belt, so I feel equipped

Weight got too heavy, it be hard to lift

Left me on the hangar like over the cliff

Curtains open, all is revealed