Russian Lyrics

I got pain on my shoulders it's weighing down on me

Ain't got too many around me I swear that I been lonely

I thank God for my brother cause he helped me through

He the only one that's knowing of all I been through

Making my bed I get tucked in

I don't even want no new love I ain't rushing

Roll a three five in a wood smoking russians

The devil beating me down like percussion

What's upon me I can't fathom

In my head I overthink

Pouring it up might O D off drink

Nigga feel chaotic got pills in my sink

I been pushed to the edge now i'm over my brink

Now that the ship has sailed I sink

All the impossible it's seeming possible

Didn't think this here would become my reality

Got a soft spot for you I hate when you mad at me

Feel I wanna be dead somebody toe tagging me

Running from pain like a muhfucking athlete

Got more pain coming that's karma that's after me

Ain't no way that I'm a ever live happily

Trying get used to it but it's hard to adapt

Trying find my way but I ain't gotta map

I ain't outside no more you know where I'm at

Lying to myself saying that you might want me back

But you at the opposite end like the end of a bat

They tell me calm down but I don't wanna relax

Cause they don't know what the fuck a nigga losing

I slept on you I lost now i'm snoozing

But I don't wanna wake up so I'm hitting the snooze

The anger building up it might blow a fuse

Damn I hate that I'm really losing you

I got pain on my shoulders it's weighing down on me

Aint got too many around me I swear that I been lonely

I thank God for my brother cause he helped me through

He the only one that's knowing of all I been through

Making my bed I get tucked in

I don't even want no new love I aint rushing

Roll a three five in a wood smoking russians

The devil beating me down like percussion