Nonbinary Heaven Lyrics

I said, "I love you on the phone"

She said, "I love you too"

All that I want for you is to be safe

I'm cheering for you to succeed

And I crumble at the sight of you failing

I just need you to know that you are loved

But I've suffered so many losses

And I've lived so many lives

That were not me

Everyone around me leaves

Everyone around is gone

And I'm tired of losing

I'm so tired of being alone

I've been sleeping on the floor

And in the beds of so many lovers

Who just need to sense some touch

But are afraid of attaching after

I've been searching for that place

Where I can let my hair down

I can fall to the ground

And someone would catch me

Where is the light is so warm

We are humbled by the sight

And sing holy, holy, holy

I think about the people that I've left behind

And I try to tell myself I'm headed for a better place

I'm trying not to be my mother's daughter

I'm trying not to be my father's son

But every day you speak with my mouth

That's just all that I know

(That's just all I know)

And some part inside me longs

To be in that house again

Because I am out here failing to heal

A child covered in bruise

I've been searching for that place

Where I can let my hair down

I can fall to the ground

And someone would catch me

And the light is so warm

We are humbled by the sight

And sing holy, holy, holy