WITHDRAW Lyrics

This is not the way that it was supposed to be

I need to define myself

You don't decide who I'm supposed to be

I'll take that to my rest

You were a life line, a way out

Living on nothing but the words you put in my mouth

You are a bulldozer, and I'm a push over

My face is covered in vomit when the night is over

Take all this pain away

Don't want to stay awake

But every hit is another fucking risk to take

People gone at last

My heart is beating fast

Sometimes I wonder if I've just lived too fast

Disengage

Withdraw

A way out

Find out

You don't make me what I am

I define myself

I need another bump

I need a stomach pump

I'm paranoid that everyone knows that somethings up

A tornado hit

I'm piled up in shit

And I regret that I'm pulling you into it

Another key misplaced

Memory erased

Everyone is vanishing without a trace

Asleep at the wheel

No light that I can feel

I've given up so much just for the deal

Thrill seek

Risk take

You'll see

Neck break