CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT Lyrics

I've debated turning back to my dependancy

Retaking all the things that ruin boring tendencies

At least then I'd be having fun

At least I could be someone

Cause god I wanna feel it

Cause god I wanna feel it

Pour it up up up

Don't ask what's inside my cup

Cause god I wanna feel it

This comes easier than breathing

It's a lifeline they tell me that it's suicide

Call it what you want

Cause I call it a soulmate

Nothing else can fix me now don't tell me I should medicate

This is a simple way to take the pain away from me, it's okay

And you know I feel bad cause my life isn't a nightmare

I got a map but I don't have the heart to get there

My exterior life can't justify my sadness so I found a way to cope in silence

It's just a lifeline, they say that it's suicide

Call it what you want

It's a survival guide they say that I've lost my mind

Call it what you want, call it what you want

Cause I call it a necessity

Don't take it from me

I'm fine fine fine

I'm alright right right

This is fine fine fine

Give me time time time

I wake up to survive

I pray for my demise

Cause everyone around me is winning every prize

I got nothing now

So please allow me this

It's just a lifeline they say that it's suicide

Call it what you want

It's my survival guide they say that I've lost my mind

Call it what you want

Call it what you want

Call it

Call it

Call it what you want

Call it

Call it

Call it, call it what you want