Make it Through, The Day I Prayed (Radio Edit) Lyrics

Deep inside I feel irrelevant

Portray myself to be a king but I must admit

Am I living in my power or giving to sin

Hate is such a weak emotion yet I'm feeling it

I've been dreaming 'bout being a star and wanting all

Everything that came with fame and being with the stars

Learning everything I can, I try to show it off

Thinking none of you ain't as if I knew it all

When I started getting older, I was on a journey

Tryna find out who I am, what I can achieve, trying to believe

Know that I'm the one to make it to the top

All the envy all around me still I didn't flop

Man

Ever since a youngin' I was going through my struggles

Learning how to be a man, I really tried to be the man

While I never had a father figure, I would look up to the sky

And say that I would make it through the day I prayed

Yeah

Looking in the mirror, see the picture now

I'm always blaming everybody else; I've never seen so clearly how

I took advantage; I was devious, I wanted all of this attention

Manipulating women, playing on they feelings

To all my brothers I would lie to look the best

In reality I was a stubborn kid and nothing but a mess

To everybody all around me, I apologize

Trying to be a better man, a plan I must devise

Growing up it was a struggle with no moral guide

I didn't know what's right or wrong; I prayed and hoped that I was fine

Once I hit the age of nine, I finally realized

That life was precious, motivated feeling good, I will survive

I know I will survive, yeah