Lullaby Of The Lost Joy (reimagined) Lyrics

Just let it go

I miss your lullabies

Now it's just all goodbyes

I miss your lullabies

Now it's just all goodbyes

I miss your lullabies

Now it's just all goodbyes

Chain smoking at 10 in the morning with rain clouds

Accompanied by my monsters during the day, how?

Always be careful of what you say now

Because a simple "how are you?" can make me fade and break down

Reading her old messages makes me hate myself

Self damage tends to create a fake high

Sending a letter to my future's changed life

"Sorry, for now I'll pretend" with my name sign

I cannot tame myself when I'm Satan

But I can talk to him, I'm like hey, um

Maybe we can compromise? Please just stay calm

Let me try to help so we can save mom

And us, please trust me and we won't be lonely

I've been waiting for a response but he glares me boldly

Turning him into a saint but I know he won't be

'Cause I don't even listen to the voice of the old me

Keep apologizing, I won't come to your place

I'm really hoping I can still see you on your birthday

I'm sorry babe but this is just the first taste

Of the worse phase of my fucking curse state

And no more hangouts every Thursday

What I really love about joy is her gaze

I was very close to her in the old days

She solved me so now I'm just a closed case to her

Thoughts to my dome is they're gonna love me when I'm gone

So I'm letting you know

Just let it go (just let it go)

Just let me go

I miss your lullabies

Now it's just all goodbyes

I miss your lullabies

Now it's just all goodbyes

Almost everyday, friends trying to make me change mind

Telling I miss placed my logic game, I just say fine

But I know that their aim is to refrain that I'm the lame kind

'Cause we are all the same and not the same at the same time

Still I thank them for this, helped me write some lyrics

Talking about things that can't be explained by physics

I will always miss the lessons of our gimmicks

Treasuring their diss until I can truly be fixed

Me and pain are best friends, he always makes me laugh

Stop smoking? But for me it isn't safe to stop

They say that I might die and I know it's very tough

But I really truly feel alive every heavy cough

I'm burning faster than my cigarette

I'm already sick, I bet

Pursuit of happiness is another term for "seeking help"

Prep my mind for being set

Meditate, achieving Zen

Keeping out the bliss 'cause my peace is a just wish in well

And my motherfucking life is a living hell

Oh, hell no