Train Station Lyrics

I don't want to break your heart tonight but I can't help it

Sorry that I couldn't stay and be with you, my life's hell and

I can't say the words in my mind every time I see you

Stuttering and shattering from the many lies I've been through

Loneliness haunts me 'cause nobody wants me

Everywhere I go I'm social distancing

Making a point on why am I still a side piece?

Hoping a toss coin will make my mind at ease

Mourning my death 'cause now I will never see

Good morning in text on cold weathers

But I'm better distracting myself from these many bad memories

Form them instead into very sad melodies

Always taking my time and I will share none

But I'm just wasting my life with my bare hands

Baby I'm bound to not really care some

Circling around 'cause I'm back to square one

Even if you don't love me, I will love nobody else

I have a story for you, I'll gladly tell

Light Yagami fears me 'cause I'm being haunt in Hell

By not backing down while I'm taking hundred L's

I don't want to break your heart tonight but I can't help it

Sorry that I couldn't stay and be with you, my life's hell and

I can't say the words in my mind every time I see you

Stuttering and shattering from the many lies I've been through

Running blind and not knowing if I'm going far

I am throwing my shots from a stolen dart

I may be strong but I'm growing scarred

Yeah, I try to craft art from my broken heart

Is it a sad thing that I'm always adjusting?

I never change, I'm only adapting

I don't pretend it's just a bad acting

How can I be a friend if I am still loving you?

Inside my memory cube

Stuck bringing together the two

Of us 'cause it's fun to see

Oh, so much for a fantasy

I'm in this dumb situation

Creating fiction and simulations

Traveling back in time to be courageous

Look in to your eyes and be so patient

I won't run away until the day ends

Here, waiting for you at the train station

Bad memories are starting to break in

I wanna dream more but I'm already waking up