heart drop Lyrics

Every time I hear I love you my heart drops

Really soul searching in your eyes I'm lost

Break down, try call you but I forgot

You're not who you used to be so I don't wanna talk

Every time I see your contact I miss you a lot

Checked out in the last month so I smoked pot

Every time I said I was fine I was not

Then it finally happened and I really got caught

One thing after another I'm regretting

So many things are upsetting

I don't like where my life heading

I'm wishing that I was ready

15 pounds and it was steady

Gone, taken from the betting

Didn't care what I was getting

As long as love was in the setting

Should've read the heading

Cuz everyone tried to warn me

It was good at first

But now I'm left with tears and now I'm crying

Tired of the lying, the scheming

The fake and dreaming

All the crying, all the sighing

Everything seen in a demon

Run my fade when I'm in your state

Let you all know that I am fake

Lyrics too real they take the cake

Y'all don't even care cuz this is my fate

What you really mean when you say what you say

Like the new music, that's cool, that's great

Don't you got a boyfriend why you tryna talk to me

I don't like a fake hoe for God sake

I'm much worse than everything inside my lyrics tho

I put on a facade but honestly I'm just miserable

I hate the way that I'm feeling but it is inevitable

I'd rather die so can you put your hands upon my throat

I put women I don't like a round me

So that I can just feel something

In the end I guess I'm nothing

Cuz right now I'm really fronting

Bounce to the left, bounce to the right, rather not fight

Puts these things inside my lyrics I might

Cuz I'd rather not face everything I would say on a mic

So I messed up and I put everything on a public cite

Why, it's not wrong, but it's not right

Didn't wanna say what was on my mind

So I put myself in a mental decline

Didn't know what to do so I chose to hide

Fine, in my own mind I do time

Rather not see myself cry

Cuz I really hate what's in my sight

Every time I hear I love you my heart drops

Really soul searching in your eyes I'm lost

Break down, try call you but I forgot

You're not who you used to be so I don't wanna talk

Every time I see your contact I miss you a lot

Checked out in the last month so I smoked pot

Every time I said I was fine I was not

Then it finally happened and I really got caught