Starting to Die ft. BTB Lyrics

I'm starting to die

On my own

Why don't I feel I care at all?

My body's a sea

Of drugs

Without the pills, I drown in it all

I'm free falling

Previous rain but now it's all pouring

Life isn't worth living if it is boring

"You need to wake up", fucking snoring

But it's the morning

So I'm ignoring

The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important

I don't listen to no warnings

I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah

They wanna prove I'm fucking lonely

But they don't know me, they don't wanna know me

My whole world is made of phoney's

That don't know me, they don't wanna know me

If you say you love me, show me

Cuz I don't believe, no I don't believe

Nobody cares, that's not in your head

Listen to me, you don't wanna know them

(Die, on my own

Why don't I feel I care at all?

My body's a sea

Of drugs

Without the pills, I drown in it all)

Drugs have got me fucked up

Think I lost my way again

Looking at the photos

Don't recognise myself again

It hurts so bad that I was even happy then

Cuz now I look at how I turned out, oh woah

Watch who your friends are

Cuz they might leave when it gets too hard

Watch who you love on

Cuz your friends might swing she gets him hard

Life's a cycle

Tryna figure out which path I'm on

These drugs are tempting

So I switch to them when the bitch is gone

I'm starting to die

On my own

Why don't I feel I care at all?

My body's a sea

Of drugs

Without the pills, I drown in it all

I'm free falling

Previous rain but now it's all pouring

Life isn't worth living if it is boring

"You need to wake up", fucking snoring

But it's the morning

So I'm ignoring

The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important

I don't listen to no warnings

I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah