Open Heart Lyrics

Let's tell a small story of what goes on inside my mind

If you care about me, I promise that Im fine

Trapped inside these walls forever enclosing upon my lungs

Not much to be proud of, so low my head is hung

As I sit here thinking of words to describe how I feel

This must not be life, tell me there is something is real

Emotions that I lack tend to cause hurt the ones I love

Sometimes that will not stop, until I am up above

Breaking the spirit just seems to be so close to home

All because these thoughts, they're only in my dome

They cannot be real but they change the way I act

Why can't I smile, is there a heart that I lack

Sitting in silence makes me love peace and quiet

Tell me just to be happy, maybe I should try it

I get so caught up watching all the clouds by

Life can be so painful, would it end if I just

Twisted eyes trying so desperately to see the twisted light

I can't deal with happiness, it fuels all my spite

Wanting to be like you. Walk and talk just like you

Too much to take, that's when I turn blue

Hold my hand and show me a world I cannot see

But my chest feels hollow, like an empty dead tree

One day I will win the wars and battles in my head

That day will be the day, where you remember what I said

"Not today, but tomorrow I will get out of bed

I don't want to die, but would it better if I was dead"