Before You Lyrics

Before you I knew who I was

Before you I truly felt loved

Before you I wasn't a burden

And my family wasn't hurting

I feel like I've become a weight

Slowly dragging everyone down

And I can't handle thinking

They'd prefer me not around

But as the sorrow settles

Self-pity quickly follows

If I have to depend on them

I don't know if I want tomorrow

Before you I knew who I was

Before you I truly felt loved

Before you I wasn't a burden

And my family wasn't hurting

I can tell something's wrong

Everyone around me seems afraid

But I don't understand what's going on

Cause I can feel my empathy fade

The person I see in the mirror

isn't who I remember seeing

Everything seems so different

And I don't know what to believe in

Before you I knew who I was

Before you I truly felt loved

Before you I wasn't a burden

And my family wasn't hurting

I've never felt more lost

But I'll still follow the cross

I've never felt more lost

But I'll still follow the cross

Cause I know God can save me

He's there through all I face

Even if I lose my mind

There's still strength in my faith

I know He'll do what's best

I trust God's in control

So when I doubt my mind

I'll trust Him with my soul