10.08.95 Lyrics

Dear Diary

This my first time talking to you

My teacher said this good

In here I can get personal

Talk about my feelings

And the things that I'm dealin'

Healthy way to do it

Instead of climbin' the ceilin'

Said no right or wrong way

Just let my pencil do the work

Well here I go

So my father's a jerk

He raisin' other kids

My sister and I was born first

I act tough but yo inside it hurts

Maybe there's more to the story than I know

Maybe I'll understand when I get more old

The world is cold

I don't think I'm equipped

For some reason I don't fit in with other kids

I don't curse so they say imma punk

Pick on me bully me

And they call me a chump

I cheated on my test

And got caught of course

My mom talked to God about it

Says I'm way off course

I don't think I am

Math is kinda hard

Hard to focus when I see kids playing on the yard

This girl in my class

Yo she eats her own boogers

I tasted one of my own

Hope I can leave it alone

We go to church all the time

And I get it

Jesus helps us do good

Be kind and angelic

But I don't wanna go

But I do cuz I have too

Fell asleep in the front

Yo don't let ma catch you

She did

She was staring from the choir

Big mad

Eyes blazing fire

There's this new game that I want

Not sure that imma get it

It cost a lot of money

I won't be that lucky

Got a fish tank

Fighting fish betta

A blue one

I need a bigger one

This family in my building

They always be fighting

I be scared for the kids

Hope they don't end up dying

I don't like where I live

The neighborhood a lil scary

Tales from the crypt

No Peter Pan or fairies

I saw that Disney movie

And I'm obsessed with the idea

To fly I wanna fly in the sky without fear

Batman too

That guy is my hero

I also like the Joker

Six Flags and rollercoasters

Well that's all for today

I'm tired of writing

Dear Diary

Goodnight my friend

These are my feelings

This is me

Life has new meaning

This is me

Things I'm revealing

This is me

Can be so healing

This is me

Well that's all for today

I'm tired of writing

Dear Diary

Goodnight my friend

Said that's all for today

I'm tired of writing

Dear Diary

Goodnight my friend