4 Months Lyrics

For four months my heart was so to gone, out the wat for too long

For three months I slept up on that futon

For two months I was stuck up in my head, tryna think where I would be at

When I shared that bunk bed, I was worried where I'ma eat at oh nah

I'm tired of telling people I just don't know where I'ma go, where would I go

If I didn't have a vision, two weeks that we stayed in the mission

Two weeks that I hated my living

I'ma take off before they know it, it's right in front of they eyes

They gon' overlook me, I don't give a fuck 'cause I'm the prize

I'm the one that's doing this shit, ain't nobody else doing this shit

Fear no man, no competition, my life been a movie and shit

I'm so in love with music, don't see my life without it

Remember where the fuck I came from, front door the cops was pounding

Fake love, I've been around it, seen shit get really low

But that's just how it goes, and it's just all I know

Scrapping change just to hit the gas station, come up with dirty money

Pluged in, he got the bags waiting, ain't shit bout my life funny

I know that all the cash waiting, for me to come collect it

I know my time ain't far away, in this rap shit I feel like I'm next in line

Fuck all that talking, I get in my zone, and I delete all my socials

What you know about feeling alone, it ain't nobody to hold you

I don't even wanna leave my room, I don't wanna be social

And I've been stuck in a box lately, it feel like a oval

For four months my heart was so gone, I had to wait for too long

For three months I slept up on that full time

For two months I was stuck up in my head, tryna think where I would be at

When I shared that bunk bed, I was worried where I'ma eat at

You don't know what I've done, I overcame a lot of shit

Everything I thought was fun, anxiety always blocking it

Now I do whatever I want, anxiety ain't even stopping it

Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no