Been close to death ft. freedombeats Lyrics

No no I

No no lie

No no why

Tried to die

Dealing with emotions

Feeling so hopeless

I can't focus

On what's right In front of me

All I feel is misery

Been, been close to death

Filled me with regret

Hit hit reset

Burnt out, cigarette

Lost alot of blood and

Looks like a flooding

Drowning, I'm so numb and

Can't swim, I'm running

When will you start to see

I let my demon's free

Give em a chance to speak

It'll lead to inner peace

Lately I've been going through so much of pain

When I see the light, I relapse again

Attached to a string, like a puppet I made

For the things that I write, but where is the blade

Don't wanna die if I've freedom of life

I don't wanna stay, but I can and I might

Stuck in a maze, and I can't explain

But not like you care, coz you all just lie

Look to the skies then I pray for the rain

Left me a storm but I feel the ground shake

Will you mourn after sun rays

When I'm long gone, will you still blame me

Been, been close to death

Filled me with regret

Hit hit reset

Burnt out, cigarette

Lost alot of blood and

Looks like a flooding

Drowning, I'm so numb and

Can't swim, I'm running

Sorry to my mom and dad

But I wanna let you know

Its time for you to let me go

Never meant to be this bad

But now I'm really glad

You won't need to deal with this broken

Boat

Fine line, with people that I follow

Eye sight, blurred its tommorow

Am I shy, my heart is hollow

Realised, that time is never borrowed

I decide, I decide, don't idolize me

Sacrifice, sacrifice all of my needs

Why you idolize me

Why you idolize me

Dead end on the road

Haunted by my ghosts

Been, been close to death

Filled me with regret

Hit hit reset

Burnt out, cigarette

Lost alot of blood and

Looks like a flooding

Drowning, I'm so numb and

Can't swim, I'm running

Why you idolize me

How you idolize me

Why you never call me

When you feel my story

Done with the all fighting

Done with the all lying

I'm done, I'm done I'm done I'm done

I'm done, I'm done I'm done

I'm done, I'm done I'm done

I'm done, I'm done I'm done