I Fall Apart Lyrics

There's a lot that I been trying to discuss

Cuz it's like everything I do now

Just reminds me of us

And how could I possibly go find

Another partner I trust

When you left with part of me

And left the other part of me crushed

You ever been in love

With somebody for so long

That you afraid of what's gon happen

If you don't hold on

So instead of letting go

You just hold on tight

Loving you was like

The first time I rode my bike

I fell hard

Not talking to you

All throughout my day

Has felt odd

I miss when I would lay it down

And you would tell me I'm a God

Bae my ego like my shoulders

Sometimes it need a massage

I wish you looked at it broad enough

To see the bigger picture

But you telling me it's tough for you

My life without you in it

Is some shit that I just suffer through

Ever since I fumbled you

I only seem to covet you

But bae I won't recover

Til the day that I recover you

I've tried so many remedies

You was begging like please nigga

Now it's nigga please

Said you tired of inconsistencies

And bae I get it

I tire of me consistently

See the man in the mirror

And wish I looked at him differently

Wish he had different tendencies

Addicted to these bad habits

Trying to see how many swishers

Kill an asthmatic

Had some ideas

That wasn't that pragmatic

Fell down flat on my back

But I'm back at it

You know I fall apart sometimes

It's no secret

Sometimes I show heart

Sometimes I show weakness

You say I ain't shit

Babygirl we in agreement

I am not the nigga

That you wanna start a team with

Cuz I fall apart sometimes

It's no secret

I always seemed to drown

The times I fell deepest

My list got way more regrets

Than achievements

One voice message from my ex

In my recents

She said

It's obvious we ain't gon last

But a part of me feels like it ain't so sad

Cuz at least we both still young

Calen I figured I would hold your son

But I guess you figured

That the hoes more fun

So imma go don't run

And try chasing me

Telling me you gon change

After everything that you did

I could never see you the same

I'm forever feeling this pain

I'm forever feeling insane

Cuz you fed me all of your game

Then you left me out in the rain

Instead of cleaning up my act

I just do more dirt

I swear I only tell you lies

When the truth gon hurt

It's like the more I lose you

The more I lose my worth

I always figured I would move on first

But I ain't moved one bit

I hope you never find nobody

You can move on with

Cuz you can't name nobody else

That got you through more shit

Still the only one

That ever got me to commit

Or submit

Shit me and you just click

But I'll admit

I could've been

A better man in your life

Had some fights

And I didn't always handle them right

But expanded your light

When you was trapped in the dark

And I extracted

All the past shit from your heart

Like the last nigga

That didn't have your back from the start

He a mark

Fuck that bitch nigga baby you a star

I'm trying to take you to them places

You can't make it in a car

And treat you as amazing as you are

But I fall apart sometimes

It's no secret

Sometimes I show heart

Sometimes I show weakness

You say I ain't shit

Babygirl we in agreement

I am not the nigga

That you wanna start a team with

Cuz I fall apart sometimes

It's no secret

Sometimes I show heart

Sometimes I show weakness

You say I ain't shit

Babygirl we in agreement

I am not the nigga

That you wanna start a team with