Used To Lyrics

We used to have discussions

Now we can't talk to each other

Cuz it feels like I'm interrupting

Act like you listening

You never listen

You don't hear nothing

Last night I thought

About our last time fucking

Had you walking round here blushing

Talking bout adjustments

Nah I ain't budging

Cuz anything to give I already gave

You ain't gon get it

til I'm gone in a grave

And if you ever need me

I'll be hiding in a cave

Cuz even real niggas

Get tired of being brave

I remember sitting outside all day

Waiting on love

Like I'm waiting on a play

But you ain't never

Come back around my way

Even if you did

Knew you wasn't gon stay

Tired of being hurt

Told I ain't worth shit

Never told you I was perfect

Insecurities make me feel uncertain

You tell me calm down

But I keep on cursing

I wish I could love you

As deep as I'm hurting

But I don't open up

I just keep a closed curtain

And this might've worked

Back when we was both virgins

But I done seen

Too many people change versions bae

And I know you ain't never gon trust me

I know you never gon touch me

The way that you used to

But I don't want nobody else

Cuz I don't wanna know nobody

In the way that I knew you

Hands on like I'm taking off bluetooth

Anything just to show you that I'm here

Pouring up liquor

While I'm pouring out tears

Not supporting you

Might've been my poorest idea

I miss driving around looking for an IKEA

And everything else about the last

4 or 5 years

Ever since you left me

I been avoiding my fears

Too porcelain

To ever be the voice of my peers

I am easily broken

And it's hard to keep things in motion

6 weeks since we spoken

I just hope you reach out to me

Got me halfway off the balcony

Falling

I just hope you reach out to me