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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

Yeah, been gone for a minute

Wait what, you mean

You just a dropped a single like week

No I mean gone from the rap game

Cause Nate just put me back in my seat

Oh Nate like, NF? Oh please

He's on a level you won't reach

Well maybe not yet, but I'll still dream

And shoot for the stars that they can't see

I've been losing my touch with reality

And I don't know what to blame but it had to be

That inner voice trying to persuade me, to hate me

But all it accomplished was flattery

Oh you think it was praise? Well I'm glad to see

You being optimistic yeah but tragically

You look like you need some new batteries

Losing your mind and I know cause you laugh at me

Thinking I don't understand

But remember that I be you too

And everyday we've been on earth

I, was there for it all next to you, yeah

Tell me that you got plan for

All of the pain in the room

Cause you open doors to the unknown

And let all the pain travel through

I, know that that wasn't the move but

Curiosity took the wheel

And drove me into this box

Where all the walls were crafted with steel

I tried to claw my out, but then it took control of my feels

Now, my perception is skewed

I can't differentiate what is real, nah


I ain't working the camera

But it's time that I take a shot

I got lost in the glamor

My old roots I must've forgot

Look back at the banners

Of accomplishments that I got

Yeah, I done came a long way

But what did it cost to be in this spot


Just an extrovert living inside of his own head

Trusting the voices that never have paid rent

I'm up contemplating decisions I already made

Set in stone but still upset

I know that it's time that I forget

The baggage thats weighing on my neck

It's time that I book a new flight, to a new destination

And simply just start fresh

But it's easier said than done

Like saying you'll win cause you want it huh

Like preaching that you'll be the number run marathon runner why

Just cause you love to run

Like saying that you can be anything that you imagine

But you still asleep at 1

Like saying that you can escape all you problems

Ironic though look what you're running from, yeah


I think my mind is in outer space

Became a pop artist what can I say

Lost sight of the music I love to make

But I'm back to my craft and Im running late

I woke up this morning remembered Nate

Was dropping a track, it was worth the wait

The flood was inbound and he broke the gate

And now I be surfing a different wave


Don't got no trophies to hoist

But I think that it's time that I start making noise

This is for lonely people, too afraid to admit it

Man I'll be your voice

Loneliness can be a choice and happiness

I always seem to avoid, yeah

Just cause you wearing a smile

Don't mean that you ain't trying to fill up a void, yeah

Just cause I'm wearing a smile

Doesnt mean that I be happy inside

Joe, why are you always complaining about it

Just look around, oh you be living the life

Talking bout being lonely okay

But you sit in your studio day in to night

Maybe stop acting like you can't reverse the polarity

You're just too lazy to try, maybe I'm

Too afraid to share how I feel

You carry yourself like you're the man of steel

Denying the pain, doesn't make it not real

Denying the change, you ain't ever gonna heal, nah


I've been living in traffic

Been a little dramatic

And a little confused

Why I've been living erratic

Didn't put this in the book

Of how to handle the madness

So I'm winging it like back when I was solving quadratics

The revival is real

I'm sick of being a has been

Everybody buckle in

I'm bout the quiet the laughter

Better get out your matches

It be time wreak havoc

Now there's smoke in the air

And I'm doing things unimagined

Yeah

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