BROKEN LIFE Lyrics

Yeah

They try to tell me to fit in so I can feel the love

They tell me happiness is found once I feel the buzz

Maybe that works for you but that don't work for me

I won't suppress the pain by turning to drugs

Except for maybe caffeine cause I don't get any sleep

Cause all my problems on a playlist that be stuck on repeat

My mind's moving at the speed of light

Joe what does that mean?

It means I love to overthink about everything

Man I'm scared of being judged for all my bad decisions

Like I'm scared to be alone but I choose lonely living

I'm scared that I won't flourish in this life I'm given

I pray to God that I can help the world with lyrics I've written

I know that I feel like an outcast, someone that's different

I don't blackout on the weekends, you could say that I'm driven

People say they want success but it's only in wishes

When I say I want success I'll hunt and conquer my mission, yeah

That's just broken life living

Everyday always be counting the minutes

The clock's ticking, better get in position

Life is about to push you to your limits

Do you know your worth?

Or is that a stone that is yet to be turned

Life is gonna knock you down every chance it gets

Take the hits and then use them to learn, yeah

Broken life living

You'll find success after years never winning

You're gonna show that young kid that you were

That you can come back even in the ninth inning

You're gonna make a difference in lives

But you'll sacrifice everything for it

You're gonna live out your dream life

But lose yourself in the same moment, yeah

Everybody thinks my life's so glamorous

Just go take a walk in my shoes

You're gonna see a lot of nice things

But looking in the mirror you ain't gonna see you

I had to wear a mask for a while and

Once it came off it was hard to take two

I've been making mistakes, I hate

Trying fit in, when I simply want the me that I knew

But I'm lost on a road that goes straight

And all I ever do is complain

I act like I'm down when the suns out shining on me

But happy when I'm stuck standing in rain

I don't know if subconsciously I know that I'll change

If I hit rock bottom six ft in the terrain

Growth is only found when life ain't going your way

But once you rise you can bury all the pain in your grave and

Maybe this is part of God's plan I don't know

I just wish that I was living with my mind intact

Got my nose in the right book, right chapter

But the words I can just never dissect

I like a clean room but I'll trash it and leave it in shambles

To show myself my life is a mess

It's crazy you could own everything that you've ever wanted

But can still fall asleep feeling depressed, yeah

That's just broken life living

Everyday always be counting the minutes

The clock's ticking, better get in position

Life is about to push you to your limits

Do you know your worth?

Or is that a stone that is yet to be turned

Life is gonna knock you down every chance it gets

Take the hits and then use them to learn, yeah

Broken life living

You'll find success after years never winning

You're gonna show that young kid that you were

That you can come back even in the 9th inning

You're gonna make a difference in lives

But you'll sacrifice everything for it

You're gonna live out your dream life

But lose yourself in the same moment, yeah