Therapy ft. Carlos Oyanedel Lyrics

My girl says I need Therapy

So I can really see

How my closed nature really hurts, all the people who surround me

Never express my true feelings

Never wanted this world to judge me

Always wanted to be liked, and well respected but sometimes the pain covers the love

As I sit there and lie about the truth

Truth is, I just never want to hurt you

You hurt even more when I don't look into ya eyes

Ya eyes always showing me the pain you have inside

Inside my head so clouded man I can't shake it

Shaking off the demons and urges, I can't fake it

Calling me fake

Never express my true feelings

Truth is, I'm just not really willing

Willing to go deep, revisit some of the scars

The scars on my soul makes my pride ever harder

The hardest thing to do is to find the right thing to say

Saying that I love you 100 times a day

But today, the validation doesn't work

You work yourself up, and you tell me how you feel

Feeling so helpless like how can I heal

No healing if ya hearts made out of steel

My girl says I need Therapy

So I can really see

How my closed nature really hurts, all the people who surround me

Never express my true feelings

Never wanted this world to judge me

Always wanted to be liked, and well respected but sometimes the pain covers the love

Stress eating, my body always getting weaker

Miss the days that my body was a little leaner

When I feel bad, I always keep ex's around

Give me self-confidence while I'm feeling down

I don't know what void that I'm missing

Maybe I'm just scare of the life that I'm pursuing

Maybe I'm just scare of me finally speaking out

And that's why I'm tatted up to cover self-doubt

Even though the tattoo tell a bit of my story

Shows my expression, deeper than the glory

Somedays I feel like man like I'm Dory, but my girl want a ring like she Robert Horry

I put on a mask just to hide my true nature

I miss the days with the crew in the streets of Jamaica

Group chats never do justice

When Darren died, I thought I'd be closer to my cousins

It seems like the families breaking

So I stay with my core man more families taking

Don't even drink any more when I feel the pain

I found a new escape, and hop on the game

My girl says I need Therapy

So I can really see

How my closed nature really hurts, all the people who surround me

Never express my true feelings

Never wanted this world to judge me

Always wanted to be liked, and well respected but sometimes the pain covers the love