30 Shades ft. Nolo mCK Lyrics

I'm stuck back in Neverland, watching the sunset, picking up roses

I tried to look past to the top of the castle and then I was floating

I felt like the world is expected I grow up until the day I quit growing

I only vent when it's cold on the metro And can't tell the smoke from my breath

When I feeling like Putin and it all goes blue like a whole damn pool, you can tell from my posture

Zoom when I'm in my room, when I'm in my suit you know it's going to cost you

Watching my phone like I'm surprised you, I am shook you lied to

Looking ahead like I'm tied to

Wondering if this is what I'm called to

And my Grandma calls, and I never call, and I always blow off her too

But I talk to God about the ones I lost the night before I go snooze

Like why would I wait 'till it's too late and you're not responding like you

Every time I try back, she done lose faith, but I probably find an excuse

I don't want time to correct me, I'm finally ready to pop like confetti and hop in the fans

Yes I wouldn't bet me, as soon as you check me, I'm Machiavelli, and I pour revenge

Choppers Machetes', I got to be steady, it's time to be messy, it's all in my hands

I got to keep running, locked in 100, I got to be hungry while I'm on a binge

Let it rain, always looking back

Lay in bed, always switching around, my head

But they different now instead

40 bands by the moon, wine cabana by the pool

South of France for the move, diamonds dancing like the moon

Got my first checked and I spent it on shoes

Said that I'm shallow and maybe it's true

All on my grind, I've been getting this loot

I don't have no time, so I spent it on you

I only wanted a taste, then I developed the taste

Only drink liquor that's straight, everything took to the J

Ate up the garden it went to my head again

Why can't I ever just settle like sediment

Won't hit the car without dressing up devilish

Always know I can get better and better

I'm posting

Out the block with a coasting

All the rocks I've been toasting

Trying all of these potions, I don't even go back

I'll know if even want to go back

Sometimes it's hard to even look back

Let it rain, always looking back

Lay in bed, always switching around, my head

But they different now instead

Always got to get it if I feel like it's attainable

I've been feeling distance but I think I like the Shade of you

I think I'm afraid of all the changes cuz my plate is full

But I keep taking more, I think I might just be insensible

I be caught in the middle, I don't know how to feel

Going hard like we're 15 always keeping shit real

Trying to climb to the top, I'm almost over the hill

Got me lost, and I'm dreaming, fell a sleep at the wheel

I be trying to hold it all together without falling

Always there beside me to remind me we been balling

I can feel it down with no walls, and turns into scarlet

And nothings ever scary when I look up and you're smiling

Let it rain, always looking back

Lay in bed, always switching around, my head

But they different now instead

I'm posting

Out the block with a coasting

All the rocks I've been toasting

Trying all of these potions, I don't even go back

I'll know if even want to go back

Sometimes it's hard to even look back

Let it rain, always looking back