a letter to you Lyrics

I wrote a letter, laid out all my insecurities, and wished that they were purities

My mind is always stuck on this same shit

I wish I had the fortitude to just face it

I just know that I hate it

Get me out of this matrix

It's just a game and I don't know how to play it

Don't ask me if I feel like this, cause why would I fake it

It really only get like this when I'm at the days end

I keep my heart gated, don't care if you jaded

Yeah, I know I'm a mess, how do I get through this stress

You left with no second guess, don't think I'm feeling my best

Don't think I'm feeling my best

Don't think I'm feeling my best

Now I'm dealing with everything I hid from

All the thoughts that's in my brain, they just start to spin, oh

And I admit it's deeper than the front I put on

At this point I only been recording just to vent, yeah-yeah

I'm finna peel back the curtains

Listen to the songs like "is it worth it?"

Telling y'all bout what I go through

And y'all can't see it on the surface

Gotta tell the truth I'm really nervous

But everybody gotta go through

That stage of grief, having trouble finding me

I just gotta do it solo, I ain't really got a team

Waking up is harder, but I know I gotta chase these dreams

Waking up is harder, but I know I gotta get this green

So I take each day as given, gotta finish out this sentence

Every song I'm never missing, gotta make sure mom is chilling

Gotta let go of these feelings, I know I gotta turn the page

I just wrote myself a letter that I hope you will embrace

I wrote a letter, laid out all my insecurities, and wished that they were purities

My mind is always stuck on this same shit

I wish I had the fortitude to just face it

I just know that I hate it

Get me out of this matrix

It's just a game and I don't know how to play it

Don't ask me if I feel like this, cause why would I fake it

It really only get like this when I'm at the days end

I keep my heart gated, don't care if you jaded

Yeah, I know I'm a mess, how do I get through this stress

You left with no second guess, don't think I'm feeling my best

Don't think I'm feeling my best, oh yeah

Don't think I'm feeling my best