now I feel everything Lyrics

She tell me I need therapy, like what's that gonna do for me

Trapped inside my brain all the time, I just keep running

Vision getting hazy, getting blurry, I can't see nothing

Play me for a fool, girl I thought that we would be something

And I pick the pieces up, cause I'm losing everything

And I'm jealous of my friends, cause they're who I want to be

And I try to paint a picture for you

But you wouldn't see what I'm painting

Wish I could read your mind, I wanna know what you thinking

And now I feel everything

And if I had more time I would've wedding ringed you

I just wanna go to sleep, bitch I'll never wake up

I guess dealing with these feelings got me acting strange, oh

And I don't feel like me anymore

I had a dream me and you were fucking trapped in a store

I woke up in tears

Don't know how to feel, I had to text my niggas

Apologized I felt bad for all that fucking bitching

Feel like DC cause I had the worst day

It's like getting broken up with on your own birthday

Now I'm staring at my phone, I just watch my soul drain

I don't know how I convinced myself I'm feeling okay

And I'm still that same fifteen year old boy

Reading a message from a girl who used me like a toy

Screaming "fuck the world"

I just got to block out the noise

Got to

I got to

I got to

I got to

And I pick the pieces up, cause I'm losing everything

And I'm jealous of my friends, cause they're who I want to be

And I try to paint a picture for you

But you wouldn't see what I'm painting

Wish I could read your mind, I wanna know what you thinking

And now I feel everything

And if I had more time I would've wedding ringed you

I just wanna go to sleep, bitch I'll never wake up

I guess dealing with these feelings got me acting strange, oh