Intro Lyrics

How could I love myself myself I hate

Depression seems to comes in waves and now

I'm searching grounds for a greater estate

Still alive but

How am I to get past the mind

When fooled to many times

Time will tell when the breathings low

For now I feel like I'm finally starting to grow

Now I'm feeling for ways

Ways to find myself again

I just, I can't take anymore

Ignore I'm tore

Feel at war

Feeling floored

Feeling closed

Behind the door but

Now I'm pacing

Fear in waiting

Now Depression is coming

Anticipation, no escaping

Everything overcame I can't out run from it

Now I can't fool the mind but, now I see things

It's the path on the way to the dream of thing

It's, mowing me down where all the grass should be

When I need to be, out seeking things but

Temptation isn't always greener on the other side

Half the time I don't really even know if I'm gonna survive

Dreaming the days but am I dreaming of lies

Tryna runaway from what I'm feeling inside but

Maybe, maybe it's just best if I go ahead die

What's thinking ahead

Depression comes and like a blanket and it wraps you around and leaves you in bed

Would you rather not face what needs to be said

But, it's more to it then that

If I stay this long waiting from what I can't bring myself back

But, if I sit down then that's just time that I cant get back

Say you don't want me

And I cant, stay here where you left me

And I can't break off I am empty

If your not sure, if you love me or hate me

They all out to get me

I just want you to help me

I just want you to come here please save me

Cause I'll break

Waiting for you to get me

I'll wait, I'll wait