Crash Lyrics

Told me her names Tomorrow

Her middle name was lust and the last ended in sorrow

Gave that bitch my heart buts only something she borrowed

Left me all alone not wishing to hit tomorrow

Should've only hit tomorrow

But instead I got attached thinking that this was love from all the pain in my past

Thinking that we could build something I hope could last

Cause now I'm starting to fill this void I have from my dad

And l pray a different cycle then both of my parents had had

I've been Persistent wishing different

I'm just hoping we don't crash crash crash

I'm just hoping we don't crash crash crash

She told me her name was Keshia

We were only just kids but damn it's so good to meet ya

She's the first of the cycle so you can call her the leader

She was tall as the sky but still I thought I could reach her

Thought that I was really shore but really I should've beached her

Really shouldn't believe her

Told me that she liked me and I told her ass I loved her

Move a couple months and now we headed to the summer

And now she went and cheated on me bummer

Now self expressions something new I had discovered

Cause I was sad as fuck but the hurting had made me tougher

I really liked her cause she used to let me go and touch her

Guess that's from the pain when you grow up without a mother

Feeling awe shit man, damn here comes another

I'm trying not to become her

From my past trauma that's lies here undiscovered

This right here might just be a cycle of my past

But in the end I'm thinking this might last

I'm just hoping I don't crash crash crash

I'm just hoping I don't crash crash, yea yea

She said her name was Yalonda

Told me about her future and how she just like her momma

She was always so quiet but kept it solid regardless

She was all about family's and friends and being honest

She was all about money but somehow mixed in the drama

She was all about school and getting it from the bottom

I wanted the devil comfortable not the person who'd solve em

Hid behind my ego and that was part of the problem

Could've been a perfect duo still wish that I had my robin

I wish I'd comprehend you were the best thing for me then

Sometimes I'm my head I wish to call you more then friend

I really think that we'd be goals but I ain't tryna start a trend

How them other niggas treat you now that they know your a ten

I wish these niggas could've been there when your spent

It's crazy how we grow and time puts things to an end

But before the karma starts to go extend

I'm just out here praying in the end

I'm just hoping I don't crash crash crash

I'm just a product of my past past

All these cycles come around and I just crash

Why I feel like your not here but I'm still living in the past

All these girl just come around and I just think that I might pass

I still give of the impression I'll cuff when l just really wanna smash

I hate when people talk about you good or bad I get anxiety so fast

These thoughts keeps coming up like a rash

This is from the trauma that I stashed

I know I'm trying here just to change

I'm so built off insecurities

That I will not say a thing to any bitch that try's to come my way

Cause love still seems so out of range

Why is it my ex and kid keep replaying in my brain

Why is it that mentality that I'm starting to feel drained

I want the best of what life has to bring

I want my name up on the stage

I want the money plus the fame

I know it all sounds kind of strange I think my goals I can obtain

But I'm hoping me and you can stay the same

I'm just hoping I don't crash crash crash

I'm just learning from my past past