A TOTAL LACK OF COLOR Lyrics

A total lack of color

When your eyes roll back

In your skull motherfucker

When the demons lose room then your dead motherfucker

When you got nowhere else to live so you rot motherfucker

Tell me what you say when you run, I stumble

When I keep myself clean I'm reminded of the clutter

Will they stay the same way if I leave? I wonder

Tell me what do they think when I bleed, don't stutter

I leave my body to detach, I'm a bugger

When I switch up cuz of you motherfucker

If you wonder, I stay true to myself

Never ask for anything but a little help

I stick my neck out, just believe in yourself

Therapist friend, I'll return to myself

Trippin' off shrooms, I remember your cries

Who the fuck was there when you questioned your life?

Constant respiration, the energy yeah it just felt trapped between me and you

That shit stayed afloat yeah it always bounced back

Life powered by material things you can't live without

Addiction fuels the weakest who's just strongest in their thoughts and doubts

I carried you through hell and back, I admit you carried me back through

But when replacement's happening, that's when I knew to just bounce back to my body, shifting

I know jealousy can't describe all your feelings

A total lack of color

When I stab your eyes out with a fork motherfucker

When your skull splits open from a crack motherfucker

When the syringes look better in your head motherfucker

Tell me what you'll do when I run, you'll stumble

When I keep myself clean, I'll forget all your clutter

Ya'll will still stay the same when I leave motherfucker

Tell you what I think when you bleed: you don't matter