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Sometimes it felt like we were the only ones in the world

It's really easy to get stuck, when it's only me and you

I would've stayed just for you

Got a bitch all on my phone telling me they wanna be dead, uh

I can't even go to sleep

I can't even go to bed, uh

They keep me up all night on facetime telling me shit that they'll regret

I can't even stay in the limelight, with them it feels like a threat

(Yuh!)

Should've known I'm going off

Should've known I'm going hard

Your voice is my fucking pounding headache

I've had enough

You're a bad sickness, you're the plague infecting my brain

Fucking with my heart, do you get off on bringing me pain?

I can't even go to sleep, I haven't slept in days

Because you keep me up saying "this the only way"

That you have to leave and that you won't be able to stay

What the fuck and why the fuck do you always feel this way?

I get it, life's a bitch and it's hard some days, but don't you understand that you always Bring me pain?

I wanna be there for you and I wanna see you shine

But don't you understand I got other shit on my mind?

I cannot be there for you fucking 24/7

You need to find some shit to make your life worth living

We need to cut this fake fucking apologizing out

I'm sorry, you're sorry, we both know we're lying

When it turned December I was so sick of trying

Weeks on end in the guidance office sessions

Apologies, but your name I did mention

Told 'em I had a partner going through some depression

Would've been there for you, but it's too hard to listen

Need to get a therapist

Not even to mention, I'm just a kid

Don't know what advice to say

You can't burden people with this all day

You really fucked me up

I don't think I told you this

You really made me sick

Yeah you made me skip some dish

So anxious, my stomach hurt so bad

Two days, no food, hope that makes you glad

Now I know what it's like to deal with a psychopath

Beast Boy and Raven more like Joker and Harley Quinn

Get off my shit bitch, I see that you steppin' in

Now I know my worth and I know that I fumbled it

Dating you was a tragic decision

Falling in love cuz of lack of attention

"Fuck you" to love-bombing, that's manipulation

Don't believe me? Ask your friends, they'll listen

If we're really, really, gonna sit here and be fair

You're not formidable, way easy to compare

Lost feelings way early, hope I mad that clear

Never really wanted to be with you everywhere

"I love you

And miss you

And I'm sorry

I'm really sorry

I love you."