Scarred Lyrics

And they wonder why

And they wonder why I go through phases, yeah

And they wonder why, yeah

Look

And they wonder why I go through phases

The stars aligning 'cause we rearranged them

I feel like Malcolm, tell my killers "hey! Salam alaykum!"

I don't even feel them but it's natural that those feelings faded

A couple bad days for my inspiration

And me and shawty still on different pages

It hurts a lot in ways I can't explain yet

I'm a frequent to the deep end

We on different wavelengths

Complex problems we can't fix with simple conversations, yeah

And money don't even fix the way I'm broke

I can't get out my bed

Demon hands stay wrapped around my throat

I can't get out my head

Problems I can't put into these words, shit I can't comprehend

Hope that nothing is forever like they say

But in the end I'm still a slave to my insecurities

I can't do therapy

Won't let these niggas know that there been fear in me

Scared to look reflections in my eyes, I just been fearing me

And I screamed from the deep end

They ain't hear a thing, yeah

Woah, yeah

I'm flawed, I'm broke, I'm scarred

"You changed," I know I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Woah, yeah

I'm flawed, I'm broke, I'm scarred

"You changed," I know I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Eight billion people and I'm still lonely

A couple grudges from my past that I'm still holding

Mind replay my downs

I live in dreams 'cause there I feel moments

Existential revelations had me keeled over

I find comfort in the sounds of a like mind

And nowadays it's find peace or probably die trying

My single shred of hope said bye-bye

And all my sadness I just sink in

I tell myself these nasty words

The devil give me high fives

These lies that I tell myself, sell myself short

I wake up and build hell myself

And she want me pick her up from all her falls, but shit I fell myself

It's been a couple years since I had really felt myself

And I'm just stressing, just neglect my health

Yeah, working on these tapes to clear the voices out

They don't feel like my voices now, yeah

I tried ignoring but that voice is loud

I beat myself for shit I really got no choice about

Woah, yeah

I'm flawed, I'm broke, I'm scarred

"You changed," I know I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Woah, yeah

I'm flawed, I'm broke, I'm scarred

"You changed," I know I'm sorry, I'm sorry