Better Now Lyrics

Yeah I know those clouds well, I'm numb to all that weather now

And I fake this smile so it look like I'm doing better now

Cheesing on the camera, chase the pain away with cheddar now

And I can't do commitments, she gon' trip because I let her down, yeah

Fuck up some racks when I'm back in the city

She thought she a princess, but nah this ain't Disney

I been with the bullshit lil' nigga don't tempt me

Nothing to lose when you feeling this empty, yeah

Woke up just wishing that I could feel better

Needed a minute to change where my head at

Yeah I been gone, I'll be back in a second, yeah

And all my demons sound like me

And all my problems come with problems

All that free shit came with fees

And all this weight, man I can't breathe

All of these thoughts, man I can't sleep

And all these blessings I just throw away in all my OCD

The worst is yet to come, I'm terrified

My friends won't there

My demons took control, they in the chair

They getting in my hair

Self destructive ways and I can't force myself to care

I close my eyes and feel my demons stare, yeah

Yeah I know those clouds well, I'm numb to all that weather now

And I fake this smile so it look like I'm doing better now

Cheesing on the camera, chase the pain away with cheddar now

And I can't do commitments, she gon' trip because I let her down, yeah

Fuck up some racks when I'm back in the city

She thought she a princess, but nah this ain't Disney

I been with the bullshit lil' nigga don't tempt me

Nothing to lose when you feeling this empty, yeah

Woke up just wishing that I could feel better

Needed a minute to change where my head at

Yeah I been gone, I'll be back in a second

And I can't slow down, yeah

Rockstar lifestyle bitch I live that

And I been low down, yeah

Lil' bitch had me blocked but now she wan' spin back

Yeah I get a bag just a blow it and spend fast

All of my girlfriends ballin, Swin Cash

Been in the motherfucking deep end, swim class

She fell in love wit the new me, I been that

Price goin up crazy, ten racks

For a beat, run the game like ten laps

I don't sleep, I was wronged, can't forget that

Yeah I know those clouds well, I'm numb to all that weather now

And I fake this smile so it look like I'm doing better now

Cheesing on the camera, chase the pain away with cheddar now

And I can't do commitments, she gon' trip because I let her down, yeah

Fuck up some racks when I'm back in the city

She thought she a princess, but nah this ain't Disney

I been with the bullshit lil' nigga don't tempt me

Nothing to lose when you feeling this empty, yeah

Woke up just wishing that I could feel better

Needed a minute to change where my head at

Yeah I been gone, I'll be back in a second, yeah