Maybe Lyrics

I'm replaying every word we ever spoke

Trying to figure out which one made you choke

And if I would've said it differently

Would you still be here with me?

I'm drowning in my own sea of misery

You're dreaming of other company while I can't sleep

And my mom says you didn't deserve me

And I agree

But maybe if I gave a little more

And maybe if I had come over that night

We wouldn't be here, and you'd come back

And maybe if I talked a little less

And maybe if I hadn't shown you what a mess I am

We wouldn't be here

Now it's so clear that

Maybe you'd come back if I weren't so "me"

I'm making myself miserable trying to think what changed

Was it your feelings? Our dynamic?

I know it's not true when you say you just didn't want it

'Cause you used to want it

(This was what you wanted)

Now I'm pulling at my skin looking in the mirror

Maybe if I shattered it I wouldn't be the only one broken

And you seem fine

What's that like?

Maybe if I gave a little more

And maybe if I had come over that night

We wouldn't be here, and you'd come back

And maybe if I talked a little less

And maybe if I hadn't shown you what a mess I am

We wouldn't be here

Now it's so clear that

Maybe you'd come back if I weren't so "me"

I'm so me

This is so me

Writing for a guy, hoping I'll change his mind

This is so me

Standing here crying

Wishing you were still mine,

Wasting my life

Are you sad, or just fine?

Do you miss that first night?

If I change overnight, will you come back this time?

Is that other girl on your mouth or just your mind?

(This was what you wanted)

And maybe if I weren't insecure

Maybe if I took off my shirt

Maybe if I weren't bad with words

Or if I had taken my turn

Maybe we wouldn't be here, and you'd come back

Wouldn't have ever left if I weren't so "me"

No, we wouldn't be here,

Now it's so clear that maybe you'd come back if I weren't so "me"

(This was what you wanted)