anesthesia' Lyrics

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I've been silent i think i need anesthesia

I seen em a mile high that blicky having seizures

I made that boy a believer

I done saw the sky they don't survive

Life or death its do or die what you decide

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Bodies packing cemeteries genocide

Yea

Life or death its do or die what you decide

You can close your eyes or you can live your life

I pray i can live before i close my eyes

I pray i can live before i close my eyes

Tell me where you been or what you seen have you made sacrifices

I done sacrificed so many things but had to keep it silent

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Im focused

Im focused

Can't have low esteem cause they had told me i was chosen

They said will you fold when you succeed

And I said with that being said leave that on the side note

Leave it on the side

This time

We gone have to pray

Pray we make it this time

We gone have to pray

Pray we make it this time

We gone have to pray

Pray we make it this time

You gone have to see

What i see tonight

You gone have to see

What i see tonight

I might have to see how we make it this time

I might have to see how we make it this time

Make it this time

Pray i make it in silence

We cant even slide we been on a thin line

You ain't heed the sirens

We been skating thin ice

Scared to close my eyes

Cause when i sleep I'm seeing signs

Lately I've been fighting emotions

I've been fighting the truth

Yea

You said you won't lie to me

But i may lie to you

You been fighting emotions

So don't get misconscrewed

The lie already been spoken

So you can find the truth

I cant have no sympathy

For problems thats ascending me

Give me gardens in the city

I need gardens my serenity

Not how i thought

You thought to send for me

For problems thats ascending me

Now that's your fault

Now I'm the bigger me

Get used to the realer

Now I'm saying

All prices annoying me

Broke niggas tryna extort me

Bad bitch tryna explore me

They just wanna piece of this glory

I can't even stick my toes in cause the water its gone poison me

Everybody want control of me

But they can't get control of me

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Tryna make me feel like that

I I'm a criminal

Im a criminal

Now i got me a spaceship nigga i'm sending off

Now I'm sending off

Now I'm sending off

Don't try to run

Don't try to run

Tryna get involved