Epilogue: First to Last Lyrics

From the first laugh I ever had

To the last tear I'll ever shed

Before and after, you were there

It's always been you

A moment of silence for the violence

That just rampages our daily life stages

And yeah, dark is just such an arbitrary word

To say how we feel if we want to be heard

'Cause I don't know what's guiding me

I don't know if I'm taking a step

In this tunnel called life, I'm just walking it blind

To begin with, I'm not even sure of what's mine

What's wrong, it's fine, what's on your mind

Weird, I can't trust you like all the time

'Cause I don't feel like you're dangerous

And I know how much you change for us

And even when I wake up

Champagne when we break up

Got that still life but I still, like, feel, like

It sucks, like, that's how we end the night

From the first laugh I ever had

To the last tear I'll ever shed

Before and after, you were there

It's always been you

One time, two pills, three stacks, looking for that

Five days, six pack, I know that, I gotta get all that

Seventeen strokes I finally got up here, but I don't have a name so all I know is here

I gotta get a job to get more cash to get a life in which I can get all that

But I know I get homesick

Twelve shots and I'm feeling kinda bloated

And so I drop my keys and I take a walk

But all you want is to talk the talk

Inside a padded cell in a four wall world

Twenty-four karat and a shattered pearl

So when I come back in to a dimmer light

I switch it off to enjoy the night

You know we found it here

Our hope forever real

And I'm here right now

Here right ooh ooh

I don't want a fake love, I'll be real

'Cause my one two three is not ideal

I hit you with the four five six and pray

'Hey please respond,' and I grind all day

But no hit, I'm never close to a hit

When I'm swinging all wild, miss, they be like 'oh yeah'

'No shit, no idea what's in your head'

Pencil pushing lead, I don't even know I'm dead

Stop that, I push a little, need a stopgap

Mop that, on the ground, feeling proud but I drop that

I need some time and I know that

Gotta come back

From the first laugh I ever had

To the last tear I'll ever shed

Before and after, you were there

It's always been you