Monster Lyrics

Have you ever felt like a monster

Like you're trapped in someone's head

Have you ever really had to wonder

Am I better off alive or like

It's not fair that you're impaired

While everyone else seems happy

Have you ever felt like a monster

Did you believe what the voices said

Yeah, I wake up wasted at the break of dawn

'Cause I feel like my life, like, it's already gone

Like it's out of my hands, but it's all in my head

God, I feel like I'm already dead, like

It's all a simulation without a purpose

And everything else feels so absurd, it's

Too much for me to deal with

I can't sleep, yeah like damn, I feel sick

And I'm too tired to fight, like

I'm too scared to try

Like, I wake up and every moment collapses

Feel empty and then I relapse, it's

Like I don't know what's real or not

Trying to be okay but I forgot

How, so I go but I already know

God, why am I all alone

Have you ever felt like a monster

Like you're trapped in someone's head

Have you ever really had to wonder

Am I better off alive or like

It's not fair that you're impaired

While everyone else seems happy

Have you ever felt like a monster

Did you believe what the voices said

Did you believe what the voices said

Sometimes, I feel like it's always a mess

Convulse, compulsion, and I only obsess

How many more lifetimes do I have to live

I'm so tired, it's too much to deal with

Will it be like Groundhog Day when I wake up

And repeat it all like it's meant to be that way

Got highs and lows, and yeah the harder they fall

I'm still insecure, I know for sure

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know anymore

What's left, what's right, I don't know anymore

I'm feeling anxious not knowing what's in store

And living the same life I didn't ask for

Well, there's no shame in admitting I'm in pain

The monster is gone, but the scars remain

And I imagine my life until now and I hope

Until I finally realize that I'm really okay

Have you ever felt like a monster

Like a monster

Have you ever felt like a monster

Have you ever felt like a monster

No, you're not a monster

Don't believe what's in your head

And no, you don't have to wonder

'Cause you're better off alive and yeah

It's not fair that you're impaired

But everyone has their own pain

No, you're not a monster

Don't believe what the voices said

Don't believe what the voices said