solitary ft. Saint Sleep & COMA6 Lyrics

Hide my pain on the corner of the yard being solitary

Staring at my cracked phone screen before I have to hurry

The day started perfectly without greeting anyone

That's fine, because ignoring me is what they want

I ain't got no social since a long time

They learned with their partners, I learned with myself

Well, this puzzle part is too unstable for my health

Yeah, I done all the work by myself

Every time I get to know a new circle of people

With self-confidence at zero, without the ego of a hero

Does it feel like it takes an eternity to make it peaceful

But would it work out if our world is not even at that level?

Would it work out? Is there something I doubt?

Maybe yeah, maybe not, maybe, why not?

I still trying to find the faith in a not-so-full amount

Of people in this fucking house

I just seen the evil in these people they don't want to be my friends

Why just treat me equal when you need a cleanse away from this bullshit

Completely understand you like the static on the television

I can see why you wanna split

I can see why you wanna dip away from this place become someone else for a day

Maybe someone with some false ambitions

Maybe be a person with some plans or something

Have a little garden with some plants that you never water

Be a better author write a book about the bargains that you never made

Watch me fade away into obscurity both forget the times we had until we 53

I can see that you kept the chains on my feet

How nice it must be to never let me free

Crazy how far that you've come but you have yet to be a better me

Hope its the last time coming, got both feet on the ground

Fucking knots inside my stomach, wonder how I made it out

Bleeding gums and shaky hands, now what the fuck I'm on about?

Screaming demons out my lungs

Now they projecting out my mouth

Always wonder why they help in the deep ruts

Always wonder why I stayed with that fake love

I been fucked so many times for the same lust

Never wondered why I offered up my frayed gut

Sick of speaking on the shit that made me hate trust

But I been learning how to make it through the pain fine

And if I offered up my soul would you repay us

If I can find another one that won't betray mine

If I can find another one that won't betray mine

If I can find another one that won't betray mine